lighten up rissa,

respect, i thought i gained in 9 months instead i gain arguments that substitute cuddle times cause fuck i don't know whens the next time i'll see you times. so instead of making love i get nights full of hate, to bite down on my tongue, no your tongue, wait this is not sex, MY TONGUE! &lay problems under soft sheets, to where by the end of this night not only am i YELLING YOUR NAME OUT LOUD, BABY!! wait this is not sex either? but here we are fighting again. so instead of kisses &long stares i get quiet him &visions of computer kisses, stealing his attention has gotten extreme... pack away the cute lace shorts &the curled hair ha kiss computer skills more passionately than ive ever tasted. my little world in my room spins, splashes, snaps, sings, in living color reasons to feel how i feel splash in my face.. reasons photos in my room are crying songs.. &there you stand in the middle, wall to wall stares cause guess what? Fuck! my little world revolves around you! Ha, what a coincidence but my world's a little different from yours. Gee i don't know why I forget, thanks for reminding me again (;

Cupcakes please soften my hustle );

yo i keep leaving her hanging, she's soothes my days &i give her bad vibes, i hurt her within &i diss her for... i left her hanging she brings me good vibes in a bag &i leave her hanging, i missed her but is it selfish to just want her to ask me if im ok? i've never loved like this kinda love. ummm i hope she sleeps well, &i hope she forgives me... i wish we can still drink like nothing happened but wtf? i hurt her again. FUCCCKKKK. im sorry i love you, her. but i understand FUCK YOU SHE SAYS, im immune to tough love! i love you, her.

"... and you can bet your last money, it's all gonna be a stone gas, honey! I'm Don Cornelius, and as always in parting, we wish you love, peace and sooooooouuul!"

Illa Life, to blow your mind..

(short intro)
Yo, my mamagirl Illa is hella throwing it down.. fly shit to make your mouth drop, fly shit to get your hands dirty with, fly shit to make you wanna slap yo mama! whenacross the country girls hold it down too! support ♥ like you aint ever supported in your life (; They're still in the process of everything designs, logos, &networking so bare with them. this is just a little heads up, maybe get your feet a little wet, dip you in something sweet.... (; Don't sleep on ILLA LIFE coming soon..

**chills

When Mrs. Michelle Obama chokes you up, makes you wanna cry, gives you chills for a full 7 minutes and 45 seconds, when you can feel her genuinely understand your hustle... when her voice makes history...

meet HUERO,

meet HUERO &his work, "I AM CURRENTLY WORKING AT NEEDLE PUSHERS IN VAN NUYS ,CA FOR APPOINTMENT. CALL (323) 377-2696" For a while I've been hella Googling different fonts, text styles for my first tattoo "Pray" on my left wrist... I've been envisioning it, nonstop everyone knows this! I've been watchin friends &family get work done and i can't help but be envious &i just keep repeating myself "i can't wait til i get mine! you wait bitches!" lol I've had this vision of some dope ass artist getting down on my wrist &i think he added me on myspace, hahahaha im excited cause i know once I'm ready within &financially i know who I'm going to.. Don't sleep on this!

"Rissa ridiculously infatuated sexy sexy assets" -dexxxx

"eeesus christ you blogged the shit outta me"

i love this Crazy -Gnarls Barkley cover by Nelly, its so soothing let alone was the original nice, Nelly gave it more flavor.. you can't tell me when you close your eyes to this song it doesn't make you drift away? hahahaa writers grab a pen to this, painters grab a brush to this &seamstress grab yo machines... "Let your juices flow" -lei

1000 emotions,

this is no longer my triangle,

gangster spys,

Holla! dude, we're fuckin gangster! when your homegirl goes on a date, leaves her bluetooth in her ear lol so i can approve, &helllla hear the ice cream date? lol hahahaha

it's all love! we sooo sneaky!!

hahahaha love our hustle!

Rat in your McDonald's drink?

Check any to-go drink before you drink it, open the cap move the ice around a little, because my cousin's husband, Mike literally went to lunch at McDonald's sometime last week &almost finished his drink to find out there was literally a rat at the bottom, weird shit. it's Mike vs. McDonald's hahhaaa DA's office now!

best of chowder

"Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there, and all you can do is wait for the day when they will care?" -brandy

My, my my my

&Tevin Campbell, Can We Talk


..I started,
to write you letters,
but I wanted,
to be more clever,
I wanted to get down and sweet talk you,
but just like a baby,
I could not talk
I tried to come closer but could not walk,
&I think of it every night,
how I just could not get it right,
if we ever come close again,
I know what I'll say then...

"Can we talk for a minute? Boy I want to know you name,"

p.s i wish i lived in these 1993 days, omg i'd so marry Tevin Campbell

haha, schweeeet he be..

oh la la la look what new comments bring you (; he knows wasssssssup meet Khalil; he's dope
"Cookies to help soften yo hustle :P"

On a different note let's open a bakery!
addicted to sweeeets, just cause they never fail
they're always sweet, unconditional sweetness (;

queen, we share identical post.. Ha

**stops lurking,

lazy daisy.

+ home alone, (with sisters)
+ stay messy
+ fry homemade chicken strips in canola oil (stay healthy son!)
+ sharpies her water bottle, (niggas keep jackin my water)
- "nigga quit calling me" kid sister knows wassssup, damn i don't even know you!
+ need that body guard, hahaha (guard my body)
+ happy 9
+ wears short shorts &dance with little sisters around the whole house!
- misses her sistergirls
+ blasting INOJ- My Boo
+ finished a painting
+ helping a best friend, cheer up!
- wants nose pierced, Now!
- ew, ashy knees? hahahaha this lotion sucks!
+ wants to go to la
+ can use boston terrier company, bailey?

i'll be back...

insanely dope?

talk about forever young, i remember this like 2nd grade.. being like really fast at this, shit i couldn't add fast but baby i could count!

Happy Go Lucky, Eargasm

peace,

thank you justin♥ love kidd!

susheela raman does it again,

Yo, her sounds are so pleasant they get me thru the tough days and late nights.. it's like i drown in her voice, nothing like an iPod full of her sounds therefore, sleeping is at ease &random wakes in the middle of the night are yet a bit more sweeter.. This 3rd album actually got me through a tough let me say 6 months?
I thought possibly bring it out again nothing like using old methods to bring you back to your senses.. lord lemme be like Justine, the girl's so content in her skin she reminds me of old me, how I'd kill to instantly snap back into gear... "Every thing's going to be alright, i promise it's not going to be tomorrow or the next day but soon eventually"

FYI: You may think I'm sad of some sort, or fighting with a him.. seriously i can't pin point my issue it's so within, it's gut feelings, it's life choices, it's soul finding. Damn, hahaha i guess I'm trynna find myself.. majority of my closer friends are either in beginning stages of finding themselves or just cleaning up the act.. And i can't tell you the Glow that's got my appetite screamin' &i just wanna do me, not a selfish act time can only tell but I've fucked around for too long.. beat around the bush depended on someone fully, whether it was a him, a her, a mom or dad, I'm only where I'm at cause of myself no one but myself put me here, not that it's a bad place, or imma sit here &whine to you. Why complain now.. "JUST CHANGE IT!"

so here i am boxing up my lurking abilities
my spend the day waiting on you moments
the endless amount of reminders ♥
nights of 316, broken records, &FUCK A QUESTION MARK's


&THIS IS FOR ME,

Eargasm

So I blame it on the Sun run away from everyone,

your kisses taste like armoretto?

The sweetest thing I've ever known, Was like the kiss on the collarbone, Soft caress of happiness, The way you walk, your style of dress I wish I didn't get so weak, Ooo, baby, just to hear you speak, Makes me argue just to see How much you're in love with me See, like a queen, a queen upon her throne It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know, It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know I get mad when you walk away So I tell you leave, when I mean stay Warm as the sun dipped in black Fingertips on the small of my back More valuable than all I own Like your precious, precious, precious, precious dark skin tone It was the...Ah I tried to explain Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... but baby, it's in vain Speaking on my mother's phone The touching makes me think I'm grown, (you ain't grown) Sweet prince of the ghetto Your kisses taste like armoretto Intoxicating, oh, so intoxicating How sad, how sad that all things come to an end But then again, I'm, I'm not alone It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know, It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know.. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Sometimes watch you in yo sleep! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Excuse me if i get too deep! heh!

save a life, make a kid smile!

ew justins on (6:06:01 PM): if i could give you a hug i would

Rissaspeeaces (6:06:01 PM): wtf bitch! all that talk? lol jussst kiddding i love you!

Eargasm,

ok so after seeing babygirl illa bake her cakes &feel better i decided too make my own batch! so here i am baking alone like some weird lonely old lady with 50,000,000 cats! i figured it's a given for these to be sweet to me, FUCK IT!

cupcakes pls soften my hustle, );

MEL love,

we be on some mirror type shit,
get to know MEL, you thought you liked me?
p.s she'll paint for you with can drips too! (;
i love to invest on sista girls with similarities to make your stomachs twirl! ♥

before i close my eyes,

i repeatedly tell myself..
"i will not plan!" well plans never pull thru for me
so if i spontaneously pop up than just act like you knew... lol

ok before i sleep, clara saved me some big bucks &a bad asss headache, financial problems &a lecture from my mom! before i sleep pray for my momma she's going into the doctors for a check up.. she's been feeling quite ill FUCK YOU TOM! you come for months straight &go for months.. so all in all pray for my momma

&before i sleep yea, i probably stole your dog! lol

lurking queen

"baby i dig, only cause i care?"

fiddy bucks

big headache!
sometimes you need a combination of plans.
spending $ wisely, took the hard road!
fuck!

hahaha oh how recommended blogs can make you sad ♥

Ha!
it's like a bboy battle
it's like a competitive monapoly game when we both own a piece of the board
it's like graffiti when your piece's been rocking for a while, time for someone else to rock that wall
hahahaha it's like ...

he no write me, cupcakes pls soften my hustle... );

We make the Cliche.

Everyone has a blogspot or some type of blog, it is becoming quite cliche. all of a sudden everyone is a “deep thinker”. thank you justine samantha for pointing the finger! hahahaha guilty, as for me always always deep thoughts.. i mean didn't you get tired of me blogging up yo bulletin board? we found our home (with open arms) hahaha blogspot.com

hold the power,

so is that rumor has it or was mister telling the truth did this legendary "Queen of Soul" pack her bags &move up north too? until i get more info let's just enjoy some sounds of two inspiring ladies...

gold doorknockers,

Sometimes i fight myself &the usual prince charming taking my every need &worry and making everything more pleasant.. so i fight myself &i think that maybe that special "he" doesn't have to support me, in such ways like financially, but being my backbone support mentally &threw my emotions is just as equivalent, at least for me. (pls. bare with me readers i feel like i will be hopping around with this one) I've done it this long, gained my own respect for myself within, gained self confidence in my plans, gained self-esteem in my image the way i carry myself. Why would i set my mind to think I've found this special "he" he should now hold my ground, make me dinner, paint my nails, pay my bills, make my living 10x more comfortable?!? No, but if he takes on that action than he's this much more special to me. I've been told so many times a guy is not suppose to be your everything, he's just there to make life a bit more sweeter. To be honest i agree completely.. "He's not your whole outfit he's the cute gold bamboos you wear" but let me tell you sometimes down the line you learn not everyday you need those bamboos some days your outfit is already banging itself &the bamboos can be put aside until the time is right...

so ladies i leave you with.. "Wear your doorknockers strongly, always know there's a way to spice up your outfit if your earrings get too heavy!" (;

Eargasm

Eraser

+i wish i had a couple of my own, some feelings i wish i can just erase &dust the residue away .

Eargasm

1986


1999

yesterday i had a good talk with god,

&today's was even better...
"what do you live for?"

when the city loves you more

pointless tears.
today i understand the play,
i get it,
i get why your never excited now
i get why i never see the sun come up on the east
i get it...
la la land.



cupcakes, pls soften my hustle.. );

unreliable i be,

this is so not legit,
illegal type shit,
im so frustrated,
i need something real...
ehhhhhhhh you don' know my hustle you don't don't know shit!

bottom line is i need a job that respects me, i worked my ass off in a span off two weeks getting paid like some illegal ass please, im worth so much more like i said i worked my ass off, i showed up 30min early i helped when i wasn't need.. i stayed 2 hours later i took someone else's shift by myself i learned in 6 days shit girls didn't learn in months i stayed dedicated. i busted butt, i bussed tables yo! i showed so much respect, under the table type check? no paperwork no nothing! &all of a sudden im unreliable? sometimes you get fooled &learn the hard way...

$53 for three days... BULLSHIT!!
I'm legal baby, don't get it twisted!

for the record i hope you enjoyed your drinks, dude i was like literally was doing squats making drinks cause the ice was so low, thank you! my ass cheeks hurt.

2nd attempt

my day off, &im covered in paint finally again, i abanonned my paint brushes. Well here you go! my 2nd attempt jewelry bowls, put yo sheeeeit in it, 100% homemade/ only $10

cupcakes take over my life,

WHEN A BOOK TAKES OVER YOUR DAILY ROUITINES!
-can't sleep
-can't get ready for work
-go out for breakfast &your stuck in pages
-don't want to go to work
-get off work your stuck in between pages again
-finally get home &decided to run at speed three on the treadmill
-done running you lay on the concrete
-you sit in piles of mess in your room
-poor paint is abandoned
-poor friends you don't pay attention to anymore
All because you wanna read!!!!?!!???

I promise you Cupcake Brown is the sugar to my tea!
let her be the buttah to your bread (;


A awesome book i think everyone should be born with a copy of this book.. well, go out &get it now! &let's read together.... cause reality is we weren't born with "A Piece of Cake" wow you'll understand more my whole BLOG MEANING... "Cupcakes to soften yo hustle" everything will be clear! wow &then when i hit you with what i have in mind... i promise i will blow your mind artistically i will give you love in a piece of art, stay tuned cause Cupcake Brown inspired me whole heartedly...

Cupcake Brown was not born into a life of privilege, intellectual stimulation, or professional dynamics. Her younger years were not a model for achieving success; her youth interrupted by violence and emotional turbulence. At 11, she regularly engaged in prostitution, drugs, and alcohol. By age 13, she had graduated to gang activities and street crime. Unfortunately, life would get much worse before it got better as Cupcake spiraled into a life that hovered somewhere above state prison, at best, and death on the mean streets, at worst. **click to read more about Cup, sharing is caring..







thank you leilanie♥ hks &we won't stop!

im somebody to somebody

riggghhh? "you can make the world bright in your own little way"

boo whoo

FUCK A QUESTION MARK,

dido,

rip funny man,

READ ABOUT IT:
http://ap. google. com/article/ALeqM5gxU6PJjRqPOON16dBrcLCWEHcIXgD92EUS900

stolen post from sth la... (;

dextaaaaa says,

"me &mistah are so compatible, we're like legos!"
Omg! it's been forever since i talked to dexxtaa his words are always treasured, locked up in a chest for times of need. There's nothing like having such a inspirational friend, a genuine guy who can talk to you for hours &not want to get in your pants.. he always says some pretty thought out intelligent words on relationships from a guys point of view, ALWAYS HELPFUL. He's always the one friend who reminds me god's watching over me all day everyday! he ALWAYS reminds me to pray harder on things &always let's me know im in his prayrs.. Forever that kid that ask about my life, forever the one to ask about my family from my mom to my dad &my two sisters! &then he's cute when he like confusingly ask me what he should do with his little sweethearts or if i think girls would do him dirty, hahahahaha... basically he's a friend i hardly get a chance to talk to cause of life &its busy toll but when we do he's got soo much to share... i love you dextaaaaa kid!

Note to self: You need a dextaaaaaa,

too exspensive,

at least one for 2008 summer (;

im in this DIY mood, im talking patterns, sewing machines &the whole 9 yards it shouldnt be too hard...

see i picks my friends like i picks fruit

dope universal necklace (; well 2-in-one. only $12
pick yo hair, pick yo gramma's hair, pick yo nappy boyfriend's haaaaauuiiirrr, pick any body's hair then put it on yo neck &it makes a sick ass accessory

damn, thanks feesha for reminding me about **fredflare you always do..!
NOW GO SHOPPING!! IT'S SO FUN &CHEAP, (;
it's always fun going school shopping with your little sister who you both share the same fashion sense, or your mom wanting you to draw on their backpacks &pencil cases...
for the record , ok readers i just hella came up on some art supplies (decos &sorts) &some clothes &jeans Holllllla! new black socks &purple cheetah leggings &hair products &possible a back to school hair dye? lol im craving my bright colors back!

FEESH PIE,
for the late night "Wishing Waiting Nights, Sobbing Aim dates"
we should make our own DIY slumber sewing party..
sorry mimipong we love your work &mucho respect but, dang $30 we girls on budgets... we need to make our on "hug your sorrow plush pillows"
DIY SLEEPOVER!

Ode to flying cooches! there's a toy for everyone!!! only $10 dolares (sidenote: im practicing my Spanish
B-Girl Cooch, B-Girl Fly

Respect DIY Artist,

♥ thanks emerich il cane

Eargasm

Anita Baker Saves the Night♥

one day, my sanctuary

Sweet Quotes,

"Life's like a box of chocolates, you never know what ya gunna get" -Forrest Gumps Mama


"You can't have your cake &eat it too!"



"Baking teaches patience"

so i bake cookies cause it teaches me patience! (; riight lei?
Better yet, "I Bake Cookies! You know..?"





"Cupcakes soften yo hustle!" -HKS

today was a good day,

@ work.
lol
miso soup!
all you can drink green tea,
mr. joe went on break &i got the Soya Special
hahaha Jaimie's call, not mine
**spicy tuna hand roll with tempura to go! (;

THANK YOU DUNG! you make bomb sushi (;
on my feet all day i clean like i clean at home,
hahahaha nothing too new, nothin too extreme..
Jaimie is a such a sweet little korean girl, she liked me, "dido"

so for the record, this twisted worl thing yea.. i gotta learn some spanish? meh...
Japanese restaurant, owned by Koreans, &i gotta speak Spanish?


"Rodney King baby, yea beat it like a cop! hehaaaaaaaaa" **weezy laughs <-in my head all day everyday!!

anyone can gimme feedback on my cupcakes &comments!!!
for you mama ciello♥

realeyes gimme good sounds,

thankyou. &meet him yourself, he's serves meaning in this world of ours i'm always a fan of staying uplifted for the youth therefore our future is always a better, brighter place..