Shizam ♥

Bada-bing-Bada-BOOM! Abracadabra! Pow! Like who pulled the rabbit out the hat? on some "Left Field Lovers to Friends Magic Trick"... I guess shit hit the fan early February for a first time i gave in to Young Love with every meaning behind it... now i'm 2 months strong i'm good to go "front if i want to" Not! i did have a few set backs and sad nights but nothing 8 sweet months and a Instant Change wouldn't bring you either... but now it's been a good lift up and i'm happily chantin #GirlPower...

Like as if you didn't know already, I'm built with a sappy sweet soul yet stronger than you ever thought. i look at this as a good thing the fact that i lack sentimental and self pity after a certain "relationship, relate-some-shiet, or relation-SHIT" *no pun intended* I'm so unlike the average girl i pick up quick... I will admit I'm human too!! I pretend to be blind, I dwell on gutt feelings, letting make-up butterflies and sweet nothings over power the bad thoughts... Not for nothing, don't get me wrong when it was sweet it was good... there were plenty of genuine feelings floating around... but in the end of the day i guess they never lied... yea yea you caught me If you've been a reader since my "Sweet November" posts, I'm explaining the reason my "10am _____ Editions" disappeared.... my 10am "sweetness" is now my 10am "selflove"

"I like to think that everything that has happen The good, The bad, The heart warming & The heart breaking it's all in my book... yea it was a cute chapter, just a rough page."