++because during this last attempt to this “final goodbye, i don’t want to be with you, im over it, this isn’t working, ‘break-up’”, i tucked the Lauryn Hill jams away for 7 months straight! i didn’t even break them out dust them off, repeat and replay… she wasn’t needed this time to get me out the “broken heart gutter”… cause i was far from heartbreak and just ready for a good change…. meaning i didn't need a miracle to get me outta bad gut feelings, a tight chest, a knot in my throat, &a aching heart.. My heart was set on "change" &knew what it needed to be happy. No hard feelings, no derogatory extra meaning just I'm Proud of me, I put the Sappy Sally behind me!
my soul's been nothing but sweet..."